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For the past few days:Recall~

2008-11-30T09:49:00.000-08:00

Well... i'm back!!~

so long never blogged... i feel so bad!! :(

haha... but now back le!!

28th - Nov -

Recently, i dunno why but..

my luck seems to be very low!!

Wadeva i do doesn't seems to be smooth or good for me~

I'm leaving a bunch of working collegues

that r so sweet and nice to me!!~

AWW~~ will miss them so so much!!

Even thou is only a neither short nor long period of 5 months,

but i can feel the bonds between one another le...

On the last day of my work that day,

i'm holding hard not to sae anything when i'm giving out goodbye gifts...

but in my heart, is like damn heart wrenching lor!!

ARGH~~

i do not know how others will feel,

but in me is don't bear!!~~

Well~

Life's gonna go on and on...

29 -Nov -

Finally met up with Ryan since after the last meeting...

he is so tanned now!! Omg~

Kind of suffering in there bah...

Meet up at Rivervale plaza Mac for supper.

Peter come along too!! woo~~ haha...

Asked Vivin along.. but she kinda lazy so missed...

We sat outside,

toking and toking until we are tired and went home @ 4 plus in the morning.

haha... Kinda lame but nice meet up!!

hehe~~

Ryan... Jia You!!

23 -Nov -

Went to Sentosa on this sunny Sunday that day...

With Desmond, Audrey, Evelyn, Des's fren and relatives...

Kind of family outing... LOL!!~

Des organised it in a way is DOGS & OWNERS PICNIC SESSION>...

So total, there's 8 adults, 1 baby and 5 cutie doggies!!

All together in Des's fren's BIG CAR!!

Reached sentosa and admission for each person is S$2 and the car too..

however, when we get the receipt back, the car was charged,

S$10?!! that was so much difference!!

So, we asked the lady and she sae that

our car is under the category of coach/ mini bus...

We are like... ERM~ then Des looked at the Sentosa buses and gave a comment...

"If our car is a coach, then what is that?!"

We laughed and joked abt it and finalli we reached Palawan Beach!!

Gettin' the doggies out of the car and walking on the sand,

is something new to me!! LOL..

but slowly, i get used to it and indeed,

it's damn fun!!

After we found a nice nice spot,

we started eating... after that,

we brought the doggies to play with water...

LOL!!!

Dog Owners... Gotta try it!!

It's FUN!! They r all so Ka-Wa-ii!!

After playing for like so long,

the lifeguard siren-ed and we all get out of the water...

COS'... it's gonna rain big with thunder & lightning!!

The rain came at the moment when we are still packing...

So we ran for shelter~ the doggies r so poor thing!!

When the thunder roared,

they are shaking and trembling!!

We quickly dressed them in their clothes and wrapped it with towels~~

Soon, bring them to have a nice nice bath!!

After leaving Sentosa,

we went home to unload the doggies and went for dinner at Serangoon...

On the way back, the doggies are all so dead beat,

that they fell asleep immediately!!

So cute~~

19 - Nov -

Went to meet Viola at Clarke Quay with Vivin

as Viola is going back to HongKong the next day...

So me and Vivin planned to meet her for dinner...

When we are on the way there,

Ashy called and said Viola asked her along too...

We are like COOL~~!

Gossiping time!!~ LOL...

After meeting, went to a pub that are so

so nice lor!!

It is filled with Arabic style plus abit of Malay or Indian style thati'm unsure...

But confirm is Arabic style!!!

Sittin' on the swing swing with Vivin and enjoying

the atmosphere there is soo... nice~

The foods not bad, at least is edible~

After foods, we get ourselves a drink.

Viola - Lychee Martini

Ashy - Butterscotch

Vivin - Strawberry Magarita

Ivy - Former Virgin [P.S: Is the drink name!!]

Nice taste for the "Former Virgin"!!

You gotta try it!!

Finally, we got ourselves a seat outside...

for our "SHISHA smoking session"!!

We have been wanting to try that pipey smoke stuff

and finally we got the chance!!

For the first few puffs is quite not easy...

but slowly,

WE ARE ADDICTED TO IT!!

lol...~~

Get to know 3 Australian ladies there~~

they are soo cute and sweet!!~~

We sat there until the store closed,

and we started walking aimlessly...

After walking like one very big round,

we started to get tired and went home~

WOW~~ that night is really damn damn nice night out!!!~

Okay... it's so late le!!~~

Gonna continue tmr then...

Good Nite everybody...

Muacksssssssssss......

- 14 August 2008 -

2008-08-14T08:21:00.000-07:00

Todae almost late for work sia... luckily manage to reach on time~

haha... todae's emails seems to be easy but complicated n difficult for some!

Argh~~ whole period before lunchtime is lyk so stress lor!! ><

HAIX... make a mistake on my emails todae!! sianxx... i think tmr my supervisor gonna

sit down n tok to me liao!!

If tio a C-A-R [if realli gt, ferrari or lambourgini shld be nt bad lah... haha~],

2nd job is lookin for me le!! haix... my job seems easy but it bounds to 100% no mistake!!

So... wad will happen, i oso dunno!! haha...

So tired todae so i think i gonna cut short n go "orh orh" le... let my diary stop here todae!!

miss ya guys!! see ya tmr~

;)

sign off,

- ivy -

13.08.2008- i held tight on my beliefs and determination

2008-08-13T09:34:00.000-07:00

- I held tight on my beliefs and determination -

- 13th August 2008 -

Workin' in office todae as usual,

still the same lor... staring @ the computer doing the daily stuffs...

But, todae i did learnt something new again!

Changing of co name etc...

During Lunch time!!

Went for lunch together with Erica, PeiLin, Steve & Regine today.

Sharon [Ji- mom... hehe!!] meeting her friend so not joining.

As usual, hangout @ our delicious Korean stall!!

[PS: It's TRUE!! Their foods are realli nice n yummy!!]

wahaha...

After lunch, Steve went home cos his wisdom tooth~

haix... so gonna went home alone todae~

todae in office is still quite fun...

when there's not much emails in,

PeiLin, SuLian, Sharon & me,

sit around my table and we starts tokin jokes again!!

Told them of Ashy's MIMI story!!,

it's damn funnie lor!! They was lyk stunned for seconds,

n blurt out luffing~

wahahaha.....LOL!!

Even thou it was such a long time after Ashy told me this joke,

but no matter wad,

everytime when i tok abt it, we [PD classmates] will still burst out luffin out loud!!

Finalli, it's end shift!!

Steve went home early todae so i gonna walk home todae alone...

But...

Jeff todae came late so his shift gonna end at the same time as me...

so we walk together to the MRT...

after tt, ALone again~

but, okay lah...

cos' once i get into the train,

i straightaway fall asleep liao...

wahahahahaha.....

Actualli...

no matter how happie i am,

deep down in me, there's a wound...

A wound tt is hurtful n deep.

but dunno how shld i starts...

hahaha...

10 days hab passed since the deep wound been cut...

but... e recovery dun seems to be good at all~

however,

i realli wanna thanks my good friends

that's around me~~

cos' after telling them,

i seems to be much more eased n nt so hurt anymore...

with their encouragements,

i gonna hold my beliefs & determination,

to continue my days after days...

i'm nt gonna meet,

i'm nt gonna answering calls,

i'm nt gonna replying sms,

i'm nt gonna stepped into that territory anymore,

for the time being...

in order for me to hab a full recovery...

Life gonna move on as it is...

so.. i'm still moving on!!

Happily being the true me~~

[From my beloved fren: Dun hide and make urself hurt by letting others doing this on you..]

Be a brave ger, stepped out and proved urself out.

Being urself is the best thing in the earth... dun change becos of others!!!

AND... i fully agreed with the last sentence!!~

cos' i gt realise abit,

i seems to started changing at some ways...

I WANNA BE BACK WHO I AM...

dun take it away from me~~~

hopes my beliefs, confidence n determination

is stronger as before, to hold me tight!!

JIAYOU!!~~ ;)

- BELIEVES IN YOURSELF, PEOPLE!!~~ -

juZ a niC-ey gatherInG

2008-08-10T12:20:00.001-07:00

Reach out for the sky!!

- The 1st attempt -

- The 2nd attempt -

- 10th August 2008 -

jUz a niC-ey gAtherin"

2008-08-10T11:39:00.000-07:00

- 10th August 2008 -

- Noon timing -

- esPlanade. oNe fullertoN -

meow... happie happie todaee~

i hab a small class gatherin' todae.

Even thou' there's nt much ppl went,

but... it still pleasing enuff to see

all my fellow classmates again.

- NS army. STUDY-ing. WORK-ing. SLACK-ing -

each of us is in each grp categories on top...

leadin' diff types of road ahead.

we meet at starbucks then, to Thai Express

as the guys' stomachs is groaning n drummin'...

haha... after their wonderful lunch,

we headed to HAAGEN DAas for our ladies' fav desserts!!!

actualli nt all ladies la.. onli me, ashy n isaac ordering~

wahaha... pathetic nia!!

The whole gatherin' was quite a small one,

as some of the guys

need to head back to their camp.

And thanks to tt organiser, KuSAnYang,

organiser still dare to 1st one run away,

for his 2nd meeting!!

- BUSY MAN HUH?! -

hahaha.....

After dismissin' w/ the guys tt gg back to camp,

we gers [vivin, sherly, ivy n ashy],

went to Harry's n hab a sip of beverages...

Vivin - Cosmopolitan

Sherly - Mojito [Highly recommend by ashy.]

Ashy - Screaming orgasm [she just lyk tt name!! haha...]

Ivy - Blue Hawaiian

not awhile later peter join in with us,

sit there, chattin n gossiping (as tt's wad we alwaes does...),

laughin along with those fun memories

we had in the school studio etc...

Happily chatting away... soon, we left Harry's,

n our beloved ashy mommu gonna leaves,

so left onli me, vivin, sherly n peter,

we actualli did a tourist tour went ard taking pictures

like as if we hab nv been to esplanade.

[we took some jumpin' pics there!! woohoo~~]!!

After the tour at esplanade,

we moved on to S'pore Flyer...

walk round n round n round,

taking countless of pics [due to peter's new cam la!!]

posing n posing like nobody cares until,

peter says "i'm hungry!!"

Walk to Marina Square,

we went to a more budget place [Foodcourt] to have our dinner.

soon... The day came to an end~

we went to take bus while peter rides home...

goO home liao~~~

Even thou' it's juz a small gathering,

but it's content enuff as it's better than nothing...

- 3rd of Sep 2008 -

Our Graduation Convacation!!

See u all there again!!~~

smiLezz!! ;p

life is unpredictable

2008-06-12T02:40:00.000-07:00

Life realli is unpredictable...

at this moment,

you can be happy till

top of the world...

but next minute,

you are actualli sittin

at one corner,

sobbin away'...

Happiness or mishaps

can just came by all of a sudden...

It will just come by suddenly

and surprise u with its

happening~

It's just something that we can't predict....

few daes ago,

i seems to came across with

this news about

a ns guy passed away in Brunei...

and just awhile ago,

my fren told me tt that guy

was actualli a schoolmate

of us.

Quite shocked when

get the news...

mm... so people...

life is unpredictable...

quickly the loved one of yours nw,

how much u love them,

n how much u care for them...

time will nt wait for us de...

may all my beloving friends that going to NS,

will be blessed with health.

JIAYOU GUYS!!!~

new to here... a new place for me to sae abt my life~

2008-06-04T07:49:00.000-07:00

heLLo....

i'm new to this blogger here~~

being writing diary all along...

but now, i decide to share it out to others...

wad happen in my life, in days to nights... ...

no matter wad hab happen, my smile will alwaes be there... ... on my face!~~